Jumbo.

I'll stick with the Underworld songs seeing as thats what I'm going through tonight. I'm sure my neighbours are mightily sick of me belting out Faith No More songs at the top of my lungs. I sure am.

After that vent I went and fixed up the major problem that was hindering my confidence in completing the website. I'm beginning to get it. The bottlenecks must be tackled. Because once I sorted it out, I really wanted to keep going. The conference guy said the issues must be named before they could be dealt with, otherwise they were just ether.
So this is me naming my issues.

1. Website: I was reluctant because I didnt know how to solve the problem. The solution was to try anyway.
2. Sewing: I'm reluctant because I'm scared of it turning out unflattering and scared of using the overlocker.
3. Exercising: I'm scared of being tired and not wanting to do anything else. I'm scared of doing it and my body not changing for the better.
4. Studying: I'm scared I'll do badly. I'm scared it will all be for nothing. I'm scared I'll get really far into it and discover its not what I want to do.

So there you go. All laid on the table. The next step is to make actions to deal with each one (according to the conference facilitator). I wont do that tonight - it was actually quite hard writing those out and facing up to them. I'll sleep on those fears and make actions tomorrow.

Maybe I did get something out of that fucking conference after all.