Swallowed The Apologies

Pondering your reasons
With nothing explained 
Deciding fact or fiction 
My attention was gained 

By controlling the mind
The way's you express
Captivating once more
With charm you possess

Your written apologies 
What could they mean 
When saying your sorry 
While sat behind a screen 

Should I readily accept 
The apologies from you 
Expressions of regret 
Could any of this be true

Fed upon those words 
By tapping a few keys 
Absorbing all the sorry's
I swallowed the apologies 

Hope©2003

Awaiting Another Apology 

His apologies were clues
I had been to blind to see 
Until it hurts when I realise
He had never needed me

Apologies are sent often 
Only to soothe and pacify 
By covering over motives
He hopes sorry will satisfy

Something as gone amiss
Towards what used to be
I'm often left waiting weeks
Silence clouded in mystery

Questions go unanswered
His reason I still fail to see 
Still I shall remain devoted
Awaiting another apology 

Hope©2003