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pushed and pulled
dragged somehow through
a loop of emotion
a quite long thrill
a hurt and pain
but love aswell
confusion and realisation
new found hope
and freshly lost faith
different views and paths
and wars fought within
emotional war fought for others
peace of mind 
all but lost
but strangly now
again secure
i feel somehow
myself,
renewed refreshed 
and more inlove
but happy and content
through all my shattered mess
through peices and puzzles
a jigsaw thrown
high into the sky
scattered and torn
but with you to help
i gather them quicker
and my peices
all in one pile
ready again
to peice together
the wind may blow
and move some parts
but never again
shall i fall apart.

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Dedicated to everyone close to me, 
everyone i love, you know who you all are
anyone who i put the effort in for
you know i love you all.

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